Haven in the green room (Part 10)

My day with 7areb was beyond amazing... I didn't have fun like this in so long.

Maybe my stay in bu'6abi wasn't so bad..

We just finished our dinner and the movie.. I thanked him and excused myself to my room.

I was very tired; exhausted. So i changed into something comfy; shorts and a tank top.


Tucked myself into bed, thought about 3azooz for a second, but then i dozed off......

I woke up at 3am thirsty, but found an arm around me... I knew it was him... His chest was warm against my back..

I tried to move slowly so that i wouldn't wake him up... but it didn't work.

3azooz: meeroty *husky voice* (god i missed his voice)

Meera: sorry.. didn't mean to wake you

3azooz pulled me closer; his eyes were half opened, "she balach?"

Meera: 3a6shanh..

he let go of me slowly so i could extend my arm and get my bottle... I drank some water and laid down next to him.

3azooz: laish b3eed? ta3ali (he pulled me again)

Meera: hi... (i was so close to him now, our nose-tips were touching)

3azooz: hi.

Meera: wein knt elyoum?

3azooz: tying up some loose ends. (he moved his hands to my waist and started caressing my lower back)

Meera: loose ends?

3azooz: kalamt khleefh elyoum. he's out of your life 5ala9, mabyt9lbch or anything. (he lowered his head and pecked my lips) w radeitlch b6aqatch, its on the side table, (he kissed me a little longer).. w wade it b6aqatch w i blocked raqmah (he kissed me again and this time biting my lips too)

I brushed my fingers through his hair... it was so soft... "thank you..."

3azooz: estanasty elyoum?

Meera: haih. wayd.

3azooz: good. (he suddenly kissed me hungry)

I couldn't resist him... I pulled him closer and kissed him back...

He was suddenly on top of me and was kissing me as if he'd never kiss me again...

I can never have enough of his lips

there's something weird about this... about us... 3azooz was my best friend... someone that i can't live without...

and now... we're something more...

as much as he annoys me... as much as he pisses me off.. as much as his quiet-mysterious-attitude pisses me off.. I end up missing him when I'm in bed...

Even though this is very new to me.. I find myself wanting to stay more in his arms... I want his hands to touch me.. and hold me.. I want his lips to kiss me... I want his warmth to cover me..,

3azooz: meerah

He stopped and looked me in the eye... as if he heard every thought in my head...

Meera: 3azooz..

3azooz: I'm sorry...

Meera: 3ala?

He rolled off of me and sat up...

3azooz: I have to go.

Meera: no.. don't.

I sat next to him and held his hand... "please."

3azooz: t3arfeen i never asked you if you're ok with all of this?

Meera: i know... its ok... (i squeezed his hand)

3azooz: its not. (he pulled himself back and leaned back on the bed-board). It's not fair to you

Meera: if i didn't like it i would've kicked you out a long time ago.

3azooz: maybe you just can't say no to me *smirk *

Ma3alayh ya 3azooz... ana ba2adbk.. ..

I crawled up to him and sat on his lap.. he was shocked that i took the initiative and came to him.. his face was priceless.. I had my legs on either side of him and i was facing him. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pecked his lips... "can you shut up?"

3azooz: no (pecks me back) not really

Meera: then ill just have to make you

i kissed him as hard and deep as i can... his lips moved with mine, like they were dancing together..

3azooz: don't ever let go...

Meera: i won't...

3azooz: I love you...


what?

what?!!

WHAT?!!!!


My brain froze... I suddenly stopped kissing him and looked him in the eye.

Meera: what?!

3azooz: I said.. I love you...