Haven in the Green Room (Part 14- Finale)

My Dear readers...

I know some of you might hate me for taking this long, bs walla allah ash-had anh i've been going through some major crap where i wasn't able to write because of the depression i was in...

Today I decided to write and conclude haven in the Green Room for a couple of reasons...
1) I introduced Meera last year on my friends birthday... October 2nd... So I feel like the best gift I can give her is the pleasure of the Finale... (Happy birthday gorgeous:*)
2) I'll start the new story straight after this one; and a lot of what happens in it is inspired from what i've been through in the past month.

Sam7oni again...

Enjoy,
Passion

P.S. to those who said ill lose my readers; loyal readers are never lost.
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It was a matter of days until my parents came back... They heard that I left my aunts so they came straight away...

As for 3azooz... I didnt see him since that day... The memory of him standing in my room, heartbroken, kills me...

Maybe I was overreacting... But theres no denying that he took advantage of me...

I was lost, I was scared, and I didn't know what to do.

"Meeranh?!!!!"

Me: about time mama, laish ma tameito one more week?!

Mom: 3an qellat el adab, radeina eb asra3 wagt

Dad: weinha bnayty eza3lanh?!

Me: baba! *hug him tight* twalaht 3alaik

Mom: 6ab3an, el7ub klh lbooha

Me: i missed you too mama, *fake smile*

I really do love my mom... but this sudden trip around the world was her idea in the first place, so technically everything that happened was because of her. there. Its her fault. not 3azooz. not mine. her.

hah! now i have someone to blame! :D

Mom: shu yach meera? laish radeiti dbai?

Dad: 7ad za3alch? 7ad '6ayagch?

Me: la2... i got homesick... twalaht 3al beit... (i had to lie).... bu'6abi is not somewhere i want to stay in for a long time

Both my parents looked at each other in discomfort...

Mom: ma3alayh... 5ali eboch ybadl thyabh w ana ba3ad bansh.. tara goum 5alatch byona yt3ashon, etjahzai

Me: na3am?! why!

Mom: waydi allah bstr! shu yaynch enti?! byon esalmoon!

Me: oh....

Mom: shay feech?

Me: la... bs ymkn aser beit dalal.

Mom: oo9 wa la klmh! btgreen flbeit! 3anabooh tawna radeen w halna yayeen esalmon 3alaina w enti sayra t-heeteen?!!!

Me: oh mom how i missed you controlling my every move.

I went upstairs and locked myself in my room...

BBM:

Meera: my aunt is coming over. with her sons im assuming
Dalal: do you think he'll be there as well?
Meera: no idea...
Dalal: come to my place, hamad wont mind
Meera: mom will. i tried that already, she said no way
Dalal: shit. shu bnsawi?
Meera: act like he's not there?
Dalal: good idea. and sit far far far away from him... w latjableenh... sit next to 7areb or the other two hotties...
Meera: lol they have names you know, khlfan and sl6an
Dalal: hotties for short.
Meera: does the name Hamad ring a bell?
Dalal: woopsy! LOL
Meera: hahaha habla





7pm...

*phone rings*

Me: alo
Mom: yalla nzli, gom 3amatch w9law

Here goes nothing.....


I walked down the stairs and could hear their laughter and voices in the Majlis... But 3azooz's voice wasn't with them...

"meera" his voice came from the end of the stairs.

Shit! Speak of the devil!

ufff so much for avoiding him..

I tried to walk past him, but he grabbed my arm and pulled me closer...
7mdella the majlis door was a bit far and we no one could see what happened...

"hdni.." i whispered...
"maba...." he whispered back...

He slowly pulled me to the living room where no one could hear us at all.. he closed the door but since i was behind him my back was now against the door... I was trapped...

Me: 3azooz hdni, 5alni aseer 3ndhom (i wasnt begging, but it sure felt like it)
3azooz: no... sm3eeni... (he laid a finger on my lips... god how ive missed his touch....) 5aleeni arms and then you can go and hate me all your life...

3azooz: im sorry.. a3arf ani '3la6t... w theres nothing that i wouldnt do to take back everything i did and said... yes i told her all those things, but i only said them 3shan et-hdny w et5aleeni ayeech w akon wyach... she's been la9ga w maknt 3arf kaif at5ala9 mnha.. thats why i made up lies about you just so that she'd stop being so noisy... i swear ya meera anh i didnt mean a single thing i said, and that i love YOU and only you... I dream of you every night and i dream of holding you like i used to.. i miss your swalfch w klshay... i miss you... and im sorry... i made a mistake... w min 7agch tz3leen... bs give me a chance to make it up to you... please...

My eyes were filled with tears... was i to believe him? or was this just another of his games? his lies? but he's 3azooz... a7bh 3ala kl '3aba2ah...

I couldnt talk... if i did ill cry.... w mool mb wagteh ani a9ee7..

I just nodded...

thats all he needed to crash my lips with his and kiss me as passionately as possible... i wrapped my arms around his neck and held on to him... I kissed him back and i could tell that he was as hungry as i am...

at that moment.... my stupid phone vibrated!

uffff!!!! ufffffff!!!! so much for a romantic moment!

3azooz didn't budge... even as i took my phone out of my pocket... his lips were caressing my forehead as i checked who was calling...

its my mom...

I looked up at him, and he saw what i saw... "we have to go" he  whispered..

I nodded... and he gave me the most breathtaking smile... pecked my lips... and walked out of the living room holding my hand...

He let go when we reached the majlis door.... Thank god i didn't put any lipstick on or else my face would be a mess right now XD

we walked in and i said hello to everyone... I saw 7areb <3 smiling and full of energy as usual... he never fails to make me smile; even if by just looking at him...



the night passed nicely... 3azooz and i exchanged glances every now and then; we tried to behave because of my parents...

As we were having dinner... 3azooz broke the silence and spoke to my dad...

"3ami, 6labtk..."

Dad: amr 3bdl3azeez, shu fe 5a6rk?

everyone was looking at 3azooz,,,

3azooz: Meera.

Me: SHU?
Dad: shu?!
khlfan: shuuuu?!
my aunt: SHUUU?!

the rest were in complete shock....

3azooz: aba a56b meera...

My dad was silent... his face was straight, TOO straight. which was becoming scary...

3azooz: adri ani ma kamalt draseh, w bakaml inshalla... bs ana aba a56bha. abaha tkon n9eeby...

7areb interrupted him and said very coldly "t5asy"

shit.... this is scary... i feel like someone just poured ice cold water on me...

3azooz: na3am? enteh shlk?!!!

7areb: t5asy ta5th meera tsma3?!

3azooz: enteh shlk?!!!

7areb: l2ani ana m7ayrnha!



what....
the...
f**k....
shu?
mnoo?
kaiif?
laiiish??

khlfan interrupted both of them, "3azooz w 7areb, outside now."

7areb: no! everyone in this room knows i wanted meera since we were kids! w youm 5ala9t ethanawiya gtlkom 56booha lee shu gltooli? 5al9 eljam3a, you all asked for bachelors and i got you a masters certificate too WITH honours! i worked so hard w enthaleit 3shan et7ayrooli eyaha, ma 56abtooha 7ata... w a5ar shay eyeee hal yahl and takes a shortcut seedh y56bha?! y5asy!!

3azooz: SHU!? ma7ad yahl '3eirk!!! w ana sh3arafni ank knt tbaha!

7areb: 3an elchathb 3azooz kl7ad kan y3arf! why do you think her parents saferaw? why do you think she moved to our house?! it was so that SHE would get to know ME! 3shan youm a56bha matgool anha mat3arfni. etfaqt wya both her parents and the whole house knew it, so dont you dare say that you didnt know

"what" was all that could come out of me...

7areb: im sorry meera... i know you deserved to know this... but if we told you you'd reject the whole idea... we all knew how much you loved your independence...

My head was spinning... i needed to get out of here...

I got up... and walked away...

I just walked to the farthest place my feet would take me...

I found myself in our backyard... So I sat on the stairs and cried...

I dont know why

was it out of embarrassment?

was it because the perfect guy wants me?

was it because the guy i love wants to marry me?

or was it because the two are brothers?

I dont know...

"meera..." a voice came from behind

it was 7areb....

he sat next to me on the step

"im sorry..."

i just nodded...

"t7beenh?"

i nodded and cried...

"ana asf...."


"7areb loved you first," sl6an's voice came from behind us...

7areb: dont sl6an.. its not about who loved her first. its about who she loves.

sl6an: no... its not fair... ya5y enteh et7bha, 3azooz cant take away everything you want

7areb: well... I guess this is just another thing he's going to get...

me: dont talk about him like that...

sl6an: its true meera, he's always hated 7areb.

me: i dont care. just dont say that about him. he didnt steal me or take me away. i fell for him because its what i felt.

7areb: 9a7.. bs 5ala9 sl6an... forget this ever happened, ok meera? atra5a9... sam7ooni.

and 7areb just left...

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3 months later....

It took a great deal of persuasion for my parents to accept 3azooz's offer... But there were many conditions... He had to finish his education, and he had to get himself an actual job, not work in the family business... because in my moms opinion, if he did he'd end up dropping university again...

if all goes as planned, he'll be done in a year... he collected all his credit hours from all the universities he went to and apparently they were a lot...

khlfan and sl6an forgave 3azooz, because they saw how much he truly loved me, and that this wasnt some sort of game...

our wedding is scheduled in a year...

As for 7areb....

We never heard from him...

Not even his family...

And this is....

The End...

3eeedkom embarak!!!

3eeeedkom embarak everyone!!!

kl 3am w entoo b2alf 9e77a w salama!!

yn3ad 3alaikom kl sna w kl 7ol!!

I want to take this moment to thank each and everyone of you for reading my blog and supporting me!!

To the people who comment: THANK YOU!!! your comments mean the world to me! They inspire me when I have no idea what to write!

To the silent-readers: a7bkom even though you dont comment! but please do! I'd love to hear what you think!!

I hope you guys are all enjoying Haven in the Green room... as you can see Meera's little haven is not so serene anyone... Her trust in her best friend is crushed.. and so is heart.

But i'd love to hear your feedback, do you guys want her to end up with 7areb, the guy who respects her & loves from afar? or 3azooz, her best friend who takes everything for granted?

The next few posts will have some surprising news+events! So stay tuned for that!

This story will be as short as Dalal e3yoonh...

The reason behind that is because I dont want you guys to get bored, w fe nafs el wagt im trying to be realistic with the story.

With Dalal I told a story of part of her life, so it was a short period, hence the 18 posts..

With Meera it'll be the same...

The next stories that will come are all linked together like Dalal's & Meera's...

So fnhaya we have one big story made of smaller ones...

Would love to know what you guys think of that?! I know thats not how other bloggers write their stories. So your feedback and input would be appreciated!

maba6awl 3alaikom!!! sam7ooni for all the times e5tfeit 3ankom w I hope I'm making it up to you guys!

Have fun with your family and friends fl 3eed!!! 3a6oni please 5% of your 3eedyh :P 

LOVE YOUUUUU GUYYYYSSS!!!!! 

XOXO,

Passion!!!!

19th of August, 2012.

Haven in the green room (Part 13)

"so what are you going to do?"- asked Dalal,

Meera: I dont know.

Dalal: I told Hamad that i'll be staying with you for the weekend.. the twins will get your mind off things...

Dalal's daughters have grown beautifully; they are already a year old... lulu and juj, lulu'a and juhara; one as fair as her mother, the other as tanned as her father... their hair was shoulder length for children their age... soft and wavy like Daloola's...

Meera: thanks... I need it...

Dalal: when are your parents coming back?

Meera: no idea. i called mom kumn mara, maradat 3alayh...

"Ma'am Meera, Abdul-Aziz is downstairs waiting por you. he says its important"- interrupted the maid.

Meera: tell him im not here

"btchthbeen ba3ad meera?!" came 3azooz's voice from behind the maid.

"im sorry madam!! he pollowed me upstairs!!!"

Meera: qaleel adab! ejlb wayhk! i dont want to see you for a reason!

3azooz: meera estahdai ballah! lets talk!

Meera: MABA!!!!!!

I ran to my room and 3azooz followed... But then he stopped... Dalal came between us....

Dalal: 3bdul3azeez... leave.

3azooz: Dalal 5ozy 3an el bab.

Dalal: 3bdul3azeez... LEAVE!

3azooz: a7bha dalal!!! a7bha!! 5aleeni akalmha!!

Dalal: matstahalha! jra7t-ha! you hurt her pride! her REPUTATION 3nd banat 5alg allah! ya5y matst7y 3a wayhk!?!!!

3azooz: ana asfh! adri ma astahalha!! bs 5aleeni akalmha! abaha ta36eeni fr9a thanyh! hee et3arf 3an 3alaqaty bl banat!

Dalal: leave 3bdl3azeez! she doesnt want to talk to you! not now!! not ever!!

He tried to push Dalal aside but what happened next was beyond shocking....

It happened in less than 5 seconds I bet...

Dalal took one step aside, and 3azooz a step forward. But Dalal grabbed his arm and flipped his whole body.

3azooz was lying on his back staring at the ceiling in shock...

The unexpected just cracked me up... I exploded from laughter. I knew Hamad got his Judo training certificate, but i didnt know Daloola was his first student!!!

3azooz was lying still... and Dalal still had a grip on his arm... "Next time I ask you to leave, you leave right away... Now leave. No one hurts by baby's heart and leaves physically unhurt."

3azooz took his while to get up, by then Daloola took a few steps back but she still stood between us..

When he got a grip of himself, he turned to face me...

our eyes locked for what felt like forever...

I couldn't hold back my tears...

He was hurt... He was hurt that i let dalal do that to him... He was hurt I wasn't giving him a chance.. But i don't care.. He hurt me... He hurt my pride... But god did I love him...

He broke our connection...

Turned around...

Walked away...

And I never heard from him again...

Haven in the green room (Part 12)

Previously on Haven in the green room:-

Orphan?......

Psycho?.........

Mt3algtbk?.........

What?.........................

hayyn ya 3azooz...

I put the phone on the bedside table, and my head on my pillow... I wont cry... I wont cry... I wont cry...

I fell asleep...

*knock knock knock*

"Meera? wa3yh?"

It was 7areb... and its 10am... 7lailh... He's always been good to me... going to work late just to have breakfast with me...

Meera: yea I just got up.

7areb: 3yal batrayach fe '3rfat e6a3am 3shan ntrayag '6arbah.

Meera: kay.

It took all the energy I had to get up and get washed and changed...

I didnt know what to do..

I left the room, and found 7areb in the dining room waiting for me...

He welcomed me with a smile...

My heart melted in response... I felt better...

I smiled back... but it was for a brief second...

7areb: shu a9ba7ty?

Meera: 7mdella..

7areb: shu balach?

His expression changed.. he must have noticed, even though im trying not to show any signs of... of what?

of hurt?

of shock?

of frustration?

of betrayal?

What am i feeling?

Meera: im fine. pass me el7leeb please?

He handed it over and i poured it on the cereal.

but he wouldnt let go.

7areb: Meera, shu m'6aygnch?

Meera: mashay 7areb *smiles*

7areb: ok..

Meera: ana barid dbai elyoum.

7areb: shu? laish? 7ad m'6aygnch fl beit? mb mrta7a?!

Meera: la la.. bs 3ndi kumn sha'3la lazm a5al9ha.

7areb: ya3ni btsereen w btrdeen?

Meera: 3gb youmein, aba abat fl beit. Dalal rbee3ty bty etbat 3ndi wya banat-ha l2anh raylha msafr (I made that up, i just needed an excuse)..

3azooz: salam 3alaikom.

GOD i cant stay here! my whole body was burning up!

I ran to my room, packed the most important stuff: laptop, phone chargers, fav pjays, and some other stuff.

I called the driver and told him to be in front of the house in 5 minutes.

I laid his iphone on the bed and walked out without looking back...

Without even saying goodbye to 7areb, or the others...

I got into the car, and found the maid waiting for me as well...

"drive back to Dubai.."I said to the driver..

 back home... To myself...

Once we were out of Abu Dhabi, I calmed down a bit... I could think...

and all I could think about was: how could he...

I took my phone out and found 8 missed-calls from him.

*Compose new text message*


"I thought I could trust you. I thought you were different. bs 6la3t 5ays w 7ayawan... You used me to get to girls, I was always your insider w now you took it to the next level. you made up stories about me to win girls.. Etha ana lhadaraja r5ee9a 3ndk, then ana mb r5ee9a 3nd nafsi... nafsi 3zeezh w mar'6a 3alayha... la enteh wa la '3eirk is allowed to do what you did to me... and to think that you loved me.. yeah right... 3 words, 8 letters, that you have professionally mastered to lie to girls havent you? I should've known that from the beginning... I should've know that once a player always a player. I should've know better than to let you be more than a friend/cousin.. because apparently, to you I was just a girl... So here's how its going to go... You are not going to text me or call me EVER again... la a3arfk wa la t3arfnii... maba an explanation, maba an excuse, maba asma3 reasons... because I dont need more proof than what I saw on your phone this morning. Have a great life. I wish you the very best. Good bye."

*Send to 3azooz*

Tear drops fell on the phone screen...

Its over....

Haven in the green room (Part 11)

Heyy everyone!!!

Mabrook 3alaikom eshahar (yeah adri bi5al9 eshahar XD)!!!

Adri ani shway (ok maybe wayd) mga9ra wyakom but i didnt post anything because it was remdhan, bs allah shahd anh the posts are written w knt atraya remdhan y5ale9.

my friend kanat tbani i email her the posts bs 7aseit shway unfair (even though she was my inspiration for this story), fa qarart shway i edit the original post 3shan maykon feeh 6faseh in remdhan XD !!

XOXO,

Passion
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My brain froze... I suddenly stopped kissing him and looked him in the eye.

Meera: what?!

3azooz: I said.. I love you...


*awkward silence*..........

I didnt know what to say.. I didnt know what to do...

I slowly started to slip off of his lap, but our eyes were still locked...

He held my waist; preventing me from getting off, "oob oob, wein sayra?"

Meera: huh? madri.. aaaa...

3azooz: meeroh, shu balach?

He came closer and pecked my cheek, "awanch est7eiti?"

Meera: 3azooz, la tetma95ar.

3azooz: who said i am?

Meera: maybe you should leave...

3azooz: laish? matbeini a7bch?

Meera: la, mb che. ma3arf! ma3arf ok ma3arf!

3azooz: shhhh... *whispers* laish mtnarfzh...

I've always liked 3azooz... Maybe as a friend before, but i always secretly admired him... He was always carefree and wild; he was everything I wasn't....

Here he was; the guy i always secretly liked telling me he loves me...

Why am I not happy?

Why cant I say it back?

Meera: this is new to me... ma3arf shu balayh... enteh 3azooz, lazm matgooli che.

3azooz: w enti meerooh lazm mateelseen 3athbani w lazm mandg ba3a'6 w lazm we dont kiss w lazm machoofch eb short or anything not msatar. Does it look like I care? I love you.. thats all that matters!

Meera: no... there's so much more.

3azooz: like what? 7abeeby lat3aqdeen el emoor... 5ala9 we're here now.. enti fe 7'6ni..

I couldnt look at him...

He held my chin and lifted it so I could look him in the eye, "I know mat7beeny.. or maybe you do bs mb gadra etgooleenha... there's no rushing, we have our whole lives to spend together..."

Meera: *whispers* why do you always say the right thing at the right time.....

3azooz: l2ani 3azooz *smirk*

Meera: *giggles* loser!

3azooz: thats more like it *crushes me into a hug*

It still didn't feel right.... but i chose to let it go and enjoy being in his arms...

We stayed there for what felt like forever.. then I slipped off and lay on my side.. he hugged me from behind, whispering in my ears...

3azooz: *whispers* you're finally mine...


I smiled at that....

and then fell asleep...

















8 am......

*iphone message ring-tone*

*phone call*

what the hell? I don't have an iPhone...

I turned around to find 3azooz gone; he must've left elfajr..

*another message*

laikoon nesa his phone?!!

I searched the bed & found his phone under the pillow...

There were 5 messages and 1 missed call... All from an unsaved number...

His phone was locked too... hmm... 7777.... it unlocked... god sometimes 3azooz can be so blonde, el ahbal 7a6 raqam his car.



Lets check this weird number.....



Messeges.....


2:00 am- Message #1: 3azoozy meta bt5al9?!


(3azoozy? LOL wth )


3:15 am- Message #2: 7abeeby yalla mishtagatlk!

(na3am?!! 7abeeby?!!! waw)


4:15 am- Message #3: I know hal wagt teels wya your cousin w adri 7lailha she's an orphan w ma7ad 3ndha but i also need my "us" time. yalla babe rd el'3rfa 3shan akalmk!

(orphan?)


6:00 am- Message #4: 3azooz lazm etkon radeit your room! I know you told me she's a psycho w wayd mt3algtbk but come on ya3ni taraha ma9e5at-ha!

(Psycho?)


8:00 am- Message #5: HELLLOOOO?!!!!!!



8:01 am- Message #6: GOD!!! doesnt she have someone else tetla9ag feeh!!!!!??!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!? w enteh bathba7k for giving her hal kthr face!!!!!!


Orphan?......

Psycho?.........

Mt3algtbk?.........

What?.........................


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Stay Tuned for Part 12 TOMORROW!!!!!

Haven in the green room (Part 10)

My day with 7areb was beyond amazing... I didn't have fun like this in so long.

Maybe my stay in bu'6abi wasn't so bad..

We just finished our dinner and the movie.. I thanked him and excused myself to my room.

I was very tired; exhausted. So i changed into something comfy; shorts and a tank top.


Tucked myself into bed, thought about 3azooz for a second, but then i dozed off......

I woke up at 3am thirsty, but found an arm around me... I knew it was him... His chest was warm against my back..

I tried to move slowly so that i wouldn't wake him up... but it didn't work.

3azooz: meeroty *husky voice* (god i missed his voice)

Meera: sorry.. didn't mean to wake you

3azooz pulled me closer; his eyes were half opened, "she balach?"

Meera: 3a6shanh..

he let go of me slowly so i could extend my arm and get my bottle... I drank some water and laid down next to him.

3azooz: laish b3eed? ta3ali (he pulled me again)

Meera: hi... (i was so close to him now, our nose-tips were touching)

3azooz: hi.

Meera: wein knt elyoum?

3azooz: tying up some loose ends. (he moved his hands to my waist and started caressing my lower back)

Meera: loose ends?

3azooz: kalamt khleefh elyoum. he's out of your life 5ala9, mabyt9lbch or anything. (he lowered his head and pecked my lips) w radeitlch b6aqatch, its on the side table, (he kissed me a little longer).. w wade it b6aqatch w i blocked raqmah (he kissed me again and this time biting my lips too)

I brushed my fingers through his hair... it was so soft... "thank you..."

3azooz: estanasty elyoum?

Meera: haih. wayd.

3azooz: good. (he suddenly kissed me hungry)

I couldn't resist him... I pulled him closer and kissed him back...

He was suddenly on top of me and was kissing me as if he'd never kiss me again...

I can never have enough of his lips

there's something weird about this... about us... 3azooz was my best friend... someone that i can't live without...

and now... we're something more...

as much as he annoys me... as much as he pisses me off.. as much as his quiet-mysterious-attitude pisses me off.. I end up missing him when I'm in bed...

Even though this is very new to me.. I find myself wanting to stay more in his arms... I want his hands to touch me.. and hold me.. I want his lips to kiss me... I want his warmth to cover me..,

3azooz: meerah

He stopped and looked me in the eye... as if he heard every thought in my head...

Meera: 3azooz..

3azooz: I'm sorry...

Meera: 3ala?

He rolled off of me and sat up...

3azooz: I have to go.

Meera: no.. don't.

I sat next to him and held his hand... "please."

3azooz: t3arfeen i never asked you if you're ok with all of this?

Meera: i know... its ok... (i squeezed his hand)

3azooz: its not. (he pulled himself back and leaned back on the bed-board). It's not fair to you

Meera: if i didn't like it i would've kicked you out a long time ago.

3azooz: maybe you just can't say no to me *smirk *

Ma3alayh ya 3azooz... ana ba2adbk.. ..

I crawled up to him and sat on his lap.. he was shocked that i took the initiative and came to him.. his face was priceless.. I had my legs on either side of him and i was facing him. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pecked his lips... "can you shut up?"

3azooz: no (pecks me back) not really

Meera: then ill just have to make you

i kissed him as hard and deep as i can... his lips moved with mine, like they were dancing together..

3azooz: don't ever let go...

Meera: i won't...

3azooz: I love you...


what?

what?!!

WHAT?!!!!


My brain froze... I suddenly stopped kissing him and looked him in the eye.

Meera: what?!

3azooz: I said.. I love you...

Haven in the green room (Part 9)

7areb: you have a lot of people around you. you dont need him.

Meera: yeah? like who?

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7areb: like me.

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Meera: you?

7areb: yeah and sl6an and khlfan, and my mom and your friends. i mean come on klna mawjodeen.

Meera: oh. hehe ma3alaih i just got used to having him around and it doesn't bother me anyways..

7areb didn't say anything for the rest of the drive. We reached another center and inside there was an empty ice ring and some skates with different sizes.

"Hii ma'am, what side do you wear?"

Meera: 7areb are we skating?

7areb: haih * grins * 7jaztlch the ice ring 3shan tromeen t3geen 3batch w ta5theen ra7atch

omg thats zoo sweet of him!!!

yaay!!!

last time i went ice skating i was 12!!! <3 omg he's such a sweetheart

Meera: 37 please

7areb: i'll have a 42 please

Philipino lady: right away, please have a seat, there are lockers behind you.

I took off my 3bah and sheilh, 7areb has seen me a million times without it at home anyways.

He put his mobiles and everything in his locker and went ahead of me to try the skates on.

When we were both ready we headed towards the ice ring, i jumped straight on it and started skating. It's as if yesterday i was skating with dalal in leisure land XD hahaha old right?!!

I noticed 7areb standing on the side... "lash wagf hnak? ta3al in the middle!"

7areb: bagoolch shay bs la t'67keen 3alayh..

Meera: omg you can't skate?!!! *cracks up laughing*

7areb: gtlch la t'67keeen!!!!!! 

Meera: ever rollerbladed?! 

7areb: la2. knt al3ab kora fl freej, ana mb min gom jeel el rollerblade.

Meera: 7asastniii ya3nii bu 50 snh!

7areb: ufff agoolch roo7ch skate ana bayls a6al3ch

Meera: laaaaaa!! ta3al ta3al ana ba3almk

7areb: maba shu bnayh t3almni? 

Meera: chub :| 

7areb: latgoleeli chub

I was now standing in front of him, his back was towards the side of the ring,

Meera: kaifi bagoolk! yal sexist! 

7areb: mool may5e9a

Meera: chub ok

In one move, he put the palm of his hand on my forehead and pushed me back. next thing i know it my ass was on the ice and he was laughing hysterically,

Meera: you did not just do that omg!

7areb: hahahahaha tstahlein 3shan matgoleeli chub mara thanyh

Meera: sa3dni 3al aqal!

7areb: nzein nzein

He extended his arm but he was still laughing at me

ana ba2adbk ya 7areb

I pulled him down the moment our hands touched!

extremely

bad

idea,,,

wanna guess why?!

6a7 fogy!!!!!!!!!

yal fsheeelh!!! laish laish laiiiiish dayman afashl 3mri jdamh T.T laiiiiish

his eyes were fixed on mine, he quickly rolled to the side so our bodies weren't touching anymore. not even our hands...

This was beyond awkward....

7areb: asf..

Meera: la ana asfh..

7areb: yalla yalla goomi 3almeeni kaif

his change of topic was not surprising, he was trying to move past the awkwardness... which is extremely nice of him..

We spent almost two hours ice skating, 7areb was a fast learner mashalla. We were having a great time, but i was honestly getting very tired and hungry >.<

I think he felt it... cuz he asked if I wanted to leave...

Meera: yeah.. I'm getting a bit hungry.

7areb: ok. mmm a'6n shay 7amam hathak e9ob etha tbein tet3adlein and get ready.

Meera: wein bnseer after this?

7areb: bawadeech Hakasan, we have a reservation hnak

Meera: can't we pass by mcdonald? mb mtfayjh atfeizar jdam enas and stuff

7areb: wayd ta3banh ya3ni?

Meera: ya taqreeban.

7areb: 5ala9 ma3alaih, bs mb mcdonald, 3al aqal subway is healthier

Meera: gool walla enteh bs

7areb: walla... 9dg ana ma akl min mcD's

Meera: fine ilmuhm aba akl bsr3a y5al9onh

He called Hakasan to cancel our reservation and we headed towards subway. It was in a petrol station, it reminded me of the one on al wasel road in Dubai T.T i wanna go back to dubai ya5ii mb 7alh hai!

7areb: tbein tnzleen?

Meera: yes please! (thank god he's not one of those strict AD guys eli kl shay mamnoo3)

We got us food, and we found a dvd rack so we chose a movie to watch at home...

It's kind of weird... today was an amazing day, all full of fun and laughter... I got to see another side of 7areb... and now here we are getting our dinner and buying a movie.. like a couple.. but we weren't.. but its a weird feeling. to plan a whole day with someone and even the evening.. i never had that with 3azooz...

damn... which reminds me of 3azooz...

he wouldn't like this at all...

oh la 6z feet yngl3, he should be happy that I'm happy

and anyways I'm only with his brother, mb wa7d '3reeb

ya the brother he hates for some reason T.T

I should get ready for a storm coming my way....