3eeedkom embarak!!!

3eeeedkom embarak everyone!!!

kl 3am w entoo b2alf 9e77a w salama!!

yn3ad 3alaikom kl sna w kl 7ol!!

I want to take this moment to thank each and everyone of you for reading my blog and supporting me!!

To the people who comment: THANK YOU!!! your comments mean the world to me! They inspire me when I have no idea what to write!

To the silent-readers: a7bkom even though you dont comment! but please do! I'd love to hear what you think!!

I hope you guys are all enjoying Haven in the Green room... as you can see Meera's little haven is not so serene anyone... Her trust in her best friend is crushed.. and so is heart.

But i'd love to hear your feedback, do you guys want her to end up with 7areb, the guy who respects her & loves from afar? or 3azooz, her best friend who takes everything for granted?

The next few posts will have some surprising news+events! So stay tuned for that!

This story will be as short as Dalal e3yoonh...

The reason behind that is because I dont want you guys to get bored, w fe nafs el wagt im trying to be realistic with the story.

With Dalal I told a story of part of her life, so it was a short period, hence the 18 posts..

With Meera it'll be the same...

The next stories that will come are all linked together like Dalal's & Meera's...

So fnhaya we have one big story made of smaller ones...

Would love to know what you guys think of that?! I know thats not how other bloggers write their stories. So your feedback and input would be appreciated!

maba6awl 3alaikom!!! sam7ooni for all the times e5tfeit 3ankom w I hope I'm making it up to you guys!

Have fun with your family and friends fl 3eed!!! 3a6oni please 5% of your 3eedyh :P 

LOVE YOUUUUU GUYYYYSSS!!!!! 

XOXO,

Passion!!!!

19th of August, 2012.

Haven in the green room (Part 13)

"so what are you going to do?"- asked Dalal,

Meera: I dont know.

Dalal: I told Hamad that i'll be staying with you for the weekend.. the twins will get your mind off things...

Dalal's daughters have grown beautifully; they are already a year old... lulu and juj, lulu'a and juhara; one as fair as her mother, the other as tanned as her father... their hair was shoulder length for children their age... soft and wavy like Daloola's...

Meera: thanks... I need it...

Dalal: when are your parents coming back?

Meera: no idea. i called mom kumn mara, maradat 3alayh...

"Ma'am Meera, Abdul-Aziz is downstairs waiting por you. he says its important"- interrupted the maid.

Meera: tell him im not here

"btchthbeen ba3ad meera?!" came 3azooz's voice from behind the maid.

"im sorry madam!! he pollowed me upstairs!!!"

Meera: qaleel adab! ejlb wayhk! i dont want to see you for a reason!

3azooz: meera estahdai ballah! lets talk!

Meera: MABA!!!!!!

I ran to my room and 3azooz followed... But then he stopped... Dalal came between us....

Dalal: 3bdul3azeez... leave.

3azooz: Dalal 5ozy 3an el bab.

Dalal: 3bdul3azeez... LEAVE!

3azooz: a7bha dalal!!! a7bha!! 5aleeni akalmha!!

Dalal: matstahalha! jra7t-ha! you hurt her pride! her REPUTATION 3nd banat 5alg allah! ya5y matst7y 3a wayhk!?!!!

3azooz: ana asfh! adri ma astahalha!! bs 5aleeni akalmha! abaha ta36eeni fr9a thanyh! hee et3arf 3an 3alaqaty bl banat!

Dalal: leave 3bdl3azeez! she doesnt want to talk to you! not now!! not ever!!

He tried to push Dalal aside but what happened next was beyond shocking....

It happened in less than 5 seconds I bet...

Dalal took one step aside, and 3azooz a step forward. But Dalal grabbed his arm and flipped his whole body.

3azooz was lying on his back staring at the ceiling in shock...

The unexpected just cracked me up... I exploded from laughter. I knew Hamad got his Judo training certificate, but i didnt know Daloola was his first student!!!

3azooz was lying still... and Dalal still had a grip on his arm... "Next time I ask you to leave, you leave right away... Now leave. No one hurts by baby's heart and leaves physically unhurt."

3azooz took his while to get up, by then Daloola took a few steps back but she still stood between us..

When he got a grip of himself, he turned to face me...

our eyes locked for what felt like forever...

I couldn't hold back my tears...

He was hurt... He was hurt that i let dalal do that to him... He was hurt I wasn't giving him a chance.. But i don't care.. He hurt me... He hurt my pride... But god did I love him...

He broke our connection...

Turned around...

Walked away...

And I never heard from him again...

Haven in the green room (Part 12)

Previously on Haven in the green room:-

Orphan?......

Psycho?.........

Mt3algtbk?.........

What?.........................

hayyn ya 3azooz...

I put the phone on the bedside table, and my head on my pillow... I wont cry... I wont cry... I wont cry...

I fell asleep...

*knock knock knock*

"Meera? wa3yh?"

It was 7areb... and its 10am... 7lailh... He's always been good to me... going to work late just to have breakfast with me...

Meera: yea I just got up.

7areb: 3yal batrayach fe '3rfat e6a3am 3shan ntrayag '6arbah.

Meera: kay.

It took all the energy I had to get up and get washed and changed...

I didnt know what to do..

I left the room, and found 7areb in the dining room waiting for me...

He welcomed me with a smile...

My heart melted in response... I felt better...

I smiled back... but it was for a brief second...

7areb: shu a9ba7ty?

Meera: 7mdella..

7areb: shu balach?

His expression changed.. he must have noticed, even though im trying not to show any signs of... of what?

of hurt?

of shock?

of frustration?

of betrayal?

What am i feeling?

Meera: im fine. pass me el7leeb please?

He handed it over and i poured it on the cereal.

but he wouldnt let go.

7areb: Meera, shu m'6aygnch?

Meera: mashay 7areb *smiles*

7areb: ok..

Meera: ana barid dbai elyoum.

7areb: shu? laish? 7ad m'6aygnch fl beit? mb mrta7a?!

Meera: la la.. bs 3ndi kumn sha'3la lazm a5al9ha.

7areb: ya3ni btsereen w btrdeen?

Meera: 3gb youmein, aba abat fl beit. Dalal rbee3ty bty etbat 3ndi wya banat-ha l2anh raylha msafr (I made that up, i just needed an excuse)..

3azooz: salam 3alaikom.

GOD i cant stay here! my whole body was burning up!

I ran to my room, packed the most important stuff: laptop, phone chargers, fav pjays, and some other stuff.

I called the driver and told him to be in front of the house in 5 minutes.

I laid his iphone on the bed and walked out without looking back...

Without even saying goodbye to 7areb, or the others...

I got into the car, and found the maid waiting for me as well...

"drive back to Dubai.."I said to the driver..

 back home... To myself...

Once we were out of Abu Dhabi, I calmed down a bit... I could think...

and all I could think about was: how could he...

I took my phone out and found 8 missed-calls from him.

*Compose new text message*


"I thought I could trust you. I thought you were different. bs 6la3t 5ays w 7ayawan... You used me to get to girls, I was always your insider w now you took it to the next level. you made up stories about me to win girls.. Etha ana lhadaraja r5ee9a 3ndk, then ana mb r5ee9a 3nd nafsi... nafsi 3zeezh w mar'6a 3alayha... la enteh wa la '3eirk is allowed to do what you did to me... and to think that you loved me.. yeah right... 3 words, 8 letters, that you have professionally mastered to lie to girls havent you? I should've known that from the beginning... I should've know that once a player always a player. I should've know better than to let you be more than a friend/cousin.. because apparently, to you I was just a girl... So here's how its going to go... You are not going to text me or call me EVER again... la a3arfk wa la t3arfnii... maba an explanation, maba an excuse, maba asma3 reasons... because I dont need more proof than what I saw on your phone this morning. Have a great life. I wish you the very best. Good bye."

*Send to 3azooz*

Tear drops fell on the phone screen...

Its over....

Haven in the green room (Part 11)

Heyy everyone!!!

Mabrook 3alaikom eshahar (yeah adri bi5al9 eshahar XD)!!!

Adri ani shway (ok maybe wayd) mga9ra wyakom but i didnt post anything because it was remdhan, bs allah shahd anh the posts are written w knt atraya remdhan y5ale9.

my friend kanat tbani i email her the posts bs 7aseit shway unfair (even though she was my inspiration for this story), fa qarart shway i edit the original post 3shan maykon feeh 6faseh in remdhan XD !!

XOXO,

Passion
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My brain froze... I suddenly stopped kissing him and looked him in the eye.

Meera: what?!

3azooz: I said.. I love you...


*awkward silence*..........

I didnt know what to say.. I didnt know what to do...

I slowly started to slip off of his lap, but our eyes were still locked...

He held my waist; preventing me from getting off, "oob oob, wein sayra?"

Meera: huh? madri.. aaaa...

3azooz: meeroh, shu balach?

He came closer and pecked my cheek, "awanch est7eiti?"

Meera: 3azooz, la tetma95ar.

3azooz: who said i am?

Meera: maybe you should leave...

3azooz: laish? matbeini a7bch?

Meera: la, mb che. ma3arf! ma3arf ok ma3arf!

3azooz: shhhh... *whispers* laish mtnarfzh...

I've always liked 3azooz... Maybe as a friend before, but i always secretly admired him... He was always carefree and wild; he was everything I wasn't....

Here he was; the guy i always secretly liked telling me he loves me...

Why am I not happy?

Why cant I say it back?

Meera: this is new to me... ma3arf shu balayh... enteh 3azooz, lazm matgooli che.

3azooz: w enti meerooh lazm mateelseen 3athbani w lazm mandg ba3a'6 w lazm we dont kiss w lazm machoofch eb short or anything not msatar. Does it look like I care? I love you.. thats all that matters!

Meera: no... there's so much more.

3azooz: like what? 7abeeby lat3aqdeen el emoor... 5ala9 we're here now.. enti fe 7'6ni..

I couldnt look at him...

He held my chin and lifted it so I could look him in the eye, "I know mat7beeny.. or maybe you do bs mb gadra etgooleenha... there's no rushing, we have our whole lives to spend together..."

Meera: *whispers* why do you always say the right thing at the right time.....

3azooz: l2ani 3azooz *smirk*

Meera: *giggles* loser!

3azooz: thats more like it *crushes me into a hug*

It still didn't feel right.... but i chose to let it go and enjoy being in his arms...

We stayed there for what felt like forever.. then I slipped off and lay on my side.. he hugged me from behind, whispering in my ears...

3azooz: *whispers* you're finally mine...


I smiled at that....

and then fell asleep...

















8 am......

*iphone message ring-tone*

*phone call*

what the hell? I don't have an iPhone...

I turned around to find 3azooz gone; he must've left elfajr..

*another message*

laikoon nesa his phone?!!

I searched the bed & found his phone under the pillow...

There were 5 messages and 1 missed call... All from an unsaved number...

His phone was locked too... hmm... 7777.... it unlocked... god sometimes 3azooz can be so blonde, el ahbal 7a6 raqam his car.



Lets check this weird number.....



Messeges.....


2:00 am- Message #1: 3azoozy meta bt5al9?!


(3azoozy? LOL wth )


3:15 am- Message #2: 7abeeby yalla mishtagatlk!

(na3am?!! 7abeeby?!!! waw)


4:15 am- Message #3: I know hal wagt teels wya your cousin w adri 7lailha she's an orphan w ma7ad 3ndha but i also need my "us" time. yalla babe rd el'3rfa 3shan akalmk!

(orphan?)


6:00 am- Message #4: 3azooz lazm etkon radeit your room! I know you told me she's a psycho w wayd mt3algtbk but come on ya3ni taraha ma9e5at-ha!

(Psycho?)


8:00 am- Message #5: HELLLOOOO?!!!!!!



8:01 am- Message #6: GOD!!! doesnt she have someone else tetla9ag feeh!!!!!??!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!? w enteh bathba7k for giving her hal kthr face!!!!!!


Orphan?......

Psycho?.........

Mt3algtbk?.........

What?.........................


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Stay Tuned for Part 12 TOMORROW!!!!!