Haven in the green room (Part 10)

My day with 7areb was beyond amazing... I didn't have fun like this in so long.

Maybe my stay in bu'6abi wasn't so bad..

We just finished our dinner and the movie.. I thanked him and excused myself to my room.

I was very tired; exhausted. So i changed into something comfy; shorts and a tank top.


Tucked myself into bed, thought about 3azooz for a second, but then i dozed off......

I woke up at 3am thirsty, but found an arm around me... I knew it was him... His chest was warm against my back..

I tried to move slowly so that i wouldn't wake him up... but it didn't work.

3azooz: meeroty *husky voice* (god i missed his voice)

Meera: sorry.. didn't mean to wake you

3azooz pulled me closer; his eyes were half opened, "she balach?"

Meera: 3a6shanh..

he let go of me slowly so i could extend my arm and get my bottle... I drank some water and laid down next to him.

3azooz: laish b3eed? ta3ali (he pulled me again)

Meera: hi... (i was so close to him now, our nose-tips were touching)

3azooz: hi.

Meera: wein knt elyoum?

3azooz: tying up some loose ends. (he moved his hands to my waist and started caressing my lower back)

Meera: loose ends?

3azooz: kalamt khleefh elyoum. he's out of your life 5ala9, mabyt9lbch or anything. (he lowered his head and pecked my lips) w radeitlch b6aqatch, its on the side table, (he kissed me a little longer).. w wade it b6aqatch w i blocked raqmah (he kissed me again and this time biting my lips too)

I brushed my fingers through his hair... it was so soft... "thank you..."

3azooz: estanasty elyoum?

Meera: haih. wayd.

3azooz: good. (he suddenly kissed me hungry)

I couldn't resist him... I pulled him closer and kissed him back...

He was suddenly on top of me and was kissing me as if he'd never kiss me again...

I can never have enough of his lips

there's something weird about this... about us... 3azooz was my best friend... someone that i can't live without...

and now... we're something more...

as much as he annoys me... as much as he pisses me off.. as much as his quiet-mysterious-attitude pisses me off.. I end up missing him when I'm in bed...

Even though this is very new to me.. I find myself wanting to stay more in his arms... I want his hands to touch me.. and hold me.. I want his lips to kiss me... I want his warmth to cover me..,

3azooz: meerah

He stopped and looked me in the eye... as if he heard every thought in my head...

Meera: 3azooz..

3azooz: I'm sorry...

Meera: 3ala?

He rolled off of me and sat up...

3azooz: I have to go.

Meera: no.. don't.

I sat next to him and held his hand... "please."

3azooz: t3arfeen i never asked you if you're ok with all of this?

Meera: i know... its ok... (i squeezed his hand)

3azooz: its not. (he pulled himself back and leaned back on the bed-board). It's not fair to you

Meera: if i didn't like it i would've kicked you out a long time ago.

3azooz: maybe you just can't say no to me *smirk *

Ma3alayh ya 3azooz... ana ba2adbk.. ..

I crawled up to him and sat on his lap.. he was shocked that i took the initiative and came to him.. his face was priceless.. I had my legs on either side of him and i was facing him. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pecked his lips... "can you shut up?"

3azooz: no (pecks me back) not really

Meera: then ill just have to make you

i kissed him as hard and deep as i can... his lips moved with mine, like they were dancing together..

3azooz: don't ever let go...

Meera: i won't...

3azooz: I love you...


what?

what?!!

WHAT?!!!!


My brain froze... I suddenly stopped kissing him and looked him in the eye.

Meera: what?!

3azooz: I said.. I love you...

Haven in the green room (Part 9)

7areb: you have a lot of people around you. you dont need him.

Meera: yeah? like who?

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7areb: like me.

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Meera: you?

7areb: yeah and sl6an and khlfan, and my mom and your friends. i mean come on klna mawjodeen.

Meera: oh. hehe ma3alaih i just got used to having him around and it doesn't bother me anyways..

7areb didn't say anything for the rest of the drive. We reached another center and inside there was an empty ice ring and some skates with different sizes.

"Hii ma'am, what side do you wear?"

Meera: 7areb are we skating?

7areb: haih * grins * 7jaztlch the ice ring 3shan tromeen t3geen 3batch w ta5theen ra7atch

omg thats zoo sweet of him!!!

yaay!!!

last time i went ice skating i was 12!!! <3 omg he's such a sweetheart

Meera: 37 please

7areb: i'll have a 42 please

Philipino lady: right away, please have a seat, there are lockers behind you.

I took off my 3bah and sheilh, 7areb has seen me a million times without it at home anyways.

He put his mobiles and everything in his locker and went ahead of me to try the skates on.

When we were both ready we headed towards the ice ring, i jumped straight on it and started skating. It's as if yesterday i was skating with dalal in leisure land XD hahaha old right?!!

I noticed 7areb standing on the side... "lash wagf hnak? ta3al in the middle!"

7areb: bagoolch shay bs la t'67keen 3alayh..

Meera: omg you can't skate?!!! *cracks up laughing*

7areb: gtlch la t'67keeen!!!!!! 

Meera: ever rollerbladed?! 

7areb: la2. knt al3ab kora fl freej, ana mb min gom jeel el rollerblade.

Meera: 7asastniii ya3nii bu 50 snh!

7areb: ufff agoolch roo7ch skate ana bayls a6al3ch

Meera: laaaaaa!! ta3al ta3al ana ba3almk

7areb: maba shu bnayh t3almni? 

Meera: chub :| 

7areb: latgoleeli chub

I was now standing in front of him, his back was towards the side of the ring,

Meera: kaifi bagoolk! yal sexist! 

7areb: mool may5e9a

Meera: chub ok

In one move, he put the palm of his hand on my forehead and pushed me back. next thing i know it my ass was on the ice and he was laughing hysterically,

Meera: you did not just do that omg!

7areb: hahahahaha tstahlein 3shan matgoleeli chub mara thanyh

Meera: sa3dni 3al aqal!

7areb: nzein nzein

He extended his arm but he was still laughing at me

ana ba2adbk ya 7areb

I pulled him down the moment our hands touched!

extremely

bad

idea,,,

wanna guess why?!

6a7 fogy!!!!!!!!!

yal fsheeelh!!! laish laish laiiiiish dayman afashl 3mri jdamh T.T laiiiiish

his eyes were fixed on mine, he quickly rolled to the side so our bodies weren't touching anymore. not even our hands...

This was beyond awkward....

7areb: asf..

Meera: la ana asfh..

7areb: yalla yalla goomi 3almeeni kaif

his change of topic was not surprising, he was trying to move past the awkwardness... which is extremely nice of him..

We spent almost two hours ice skating, 7areb was a fast learner mashalla. We were having a great time, but i was honestly getting very tired and hungry >.<

I think he felt it... cuz he asked if I wanted to leave...

Meera: yeah.. I'm getting a bit hungry.

7areb: ok. mmm a'6n shay 7amam hathak e9ob etha tbein tet3adlein and get ready.

Meera: wein bnseer after this?

7areb: bawadeech Hakasan, we have a reservation hnak

Meera: can't we pass by mcdonald? mb mtfayjh atfeizar jdam enas and stuff

7areb: wayd ta3banh ya3ni?

Meera: ya taqreeban.

7areb: 5ala9 ma3alaih, bs mb mcdonald, 3al aqal subway is healthier

Meera: gool walla enteh bs

7areb: walla... 9dg ana ma akl min mcD's

Meera: fine ilmuhm aba akl bsr3a y5al9onh

He called Hakasan to cancel our reservation and we headed towards subway. It was in a petrol station, it reminded me of the one on al wasel road in Dubai T.T i wanna go back to dubai ya5ii mb 7alh hai!

7areb: tbein tnzleen?

Meera: yes please! (thank god he's not one of those strict AD guys eli kl shay mamnoo3)

We got us food, and we found a dvd rack so we chose a movie to watch at home...

It's kind of weird... today was an amazing day, all full of fun and laughter... I got to see another side of 7areb... and now here we are getting our dinner and buying a movie.. like a couple.. but we weren't.. but its a weird feeling. to plan a whole day with someone and even the evening.. i never had that with 3azooz...

damn... which reminds me of 3azooz...

he wouldn't like this at all...

oh la 6z feet yngl3, he should be happy that I'm happy

and anyways I'm only with his brother, mb wa7d '3reeb

ya the brother he hates for some reason T.T

I should get ready for a storm coming my way....

haven in the green room (part 8)

Dear all, I'm sorry it took me this long i was swamped with final projects and exams. 

BUT! Summer is here!!! woohooo!!! and Ill be posting more!

So here's a recap of whats going on:

Meera moves to her aunts house in AD, and lives with her best friend/cousin 3azooz.

Chemistry explodes between them and Meera discovers that 3azooz liked her from before thats why he's always acted like a jerk with her but still confided in her. 

She breaks up with her boyfriend "K" because she realizes that 1- its wrong (as if wats beinha w vein 3azooz isn't XD) and 2- theres no chemistry there, 3- he doesn't care about her as much as he cares about being in a relationship.

She gets to know 7areb her cousin a little bit more and notices this tension between him and 3azooz.

3azooz takes her phone to deal with her ex-boyfriend "K"

And today he takes her out for a surprise day.

hehehe and now Haven in the Green room continues!!!

xoxo, 

Passion!!!

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يكفي إلى هنا وما أقدر اوله عليك أكثر

من الوله كني طفل نسى يكبر

7areb: jahzh?

Meera: yeah gimme a sec ill just put on my heels

7areb: atrayach fsayarah

Meera: ok. yalla warak

I had an hour to get ready since he told me he’s taking me out. And since he made it impossible for me to know where we’re going, I just kept my skinny jeans on, and wore my Chloe Embroidered-Bib Blouse. If you haven’t figured this by now, i adore Chloe’s clothes.

I put on my Abaya thats open in the front and wore my favorite black YSL heels.

I found him sitting in his car fiddling with his phone.

He looked gorgeous.

He wore dark jeans, a buttoned white shirt, and he had his top button open. 

Meera: sorry t2a5art

7areb: ma3alayh, we have all day.

Meera: sarcasm? 

7areb: not at all. I’m serious.

Meera: *blushes* ok.

He drove off and in 10 minutes we were in front of a building with a huge bowling bowl on top. 

Meera: 7areb wein n7n?

7areb: we’re going bowling! yalla!

His eyes were filled with excitement; this was so random. 

1- i’ve never went bowling.

2- i’ve never done something without pre-planning

3- i’ve never gone out with 7areb before

this is so crazy!!!  

We went in and changed our shoes, it was so weird to bowl with my abaya on at first. Then the stupid Meera came out and i tied it around my waist XD yes i did that

7areb tried to teach me but all attempts failed; he laughed so hard at me when my balls kept falling on the side. At least one of us was having fun XD

2 hours later i was very tired. We left the bowling center and head off to another unknown destination.

Meera: wein sayreen?

7areb: do you have to know everything? (he looked at me and smiled)

Meera: no hehe I just wanted to know

7areb laughed at me: chfty, lazm t3arfeen tet7arg9ein from inside

Meera: nzein nzein 5ala9 maba a3arf.

*phone vibrates*

-where are you?-

-with 7areb-

-ok. ill see you later-

-when can i have my phone back?-

-tonight-

7areb: you ok?

Meera: ya its just 3azooz checking up on me

7areb’s face changed a bit. I can see that he wasn’t comfortable with me mentioning his brother.

Meera: whats up with you and him anyways? theres always this tension beinkom

7areb: mashay. 3azooz is just 3azooz.

Meera: whats that suppose to mean?

7areb: it means he likes taking whats not meant for him just because others want it. like his car for instance, sl6an kan 5a6rah feeha, chan ynsh 3azooz w 5alla umaya ta5thlh eyaha.

Meera: seriously?... hmmm... that does sound like him. but its just him being childish you know?

7areb: when you live with 3azooz, ull know what i mean

Meera: he’s my best friend you know... he’s all i’ve got.

7areb: you have a lot of people around you. you dont need him.

Meera: yeah? like who?

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7areb: like me.